Category Archives: General Thoughts

Memory is Weird

I don’t seem to remember events and facts as well as I used to do. Maybe. Or maybe my recall of what I once was capable of is faulty. I now seem to recall what I planned to do (visualized doing) as having actually happened. This has happened to me with small events like starting …

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An Awareness About Awareness

Who doesn’t like titles with assonance? Of course it depends on how you pronounce vowels. But that’s starting off track. On track. On Sunday I was in church meditating on a prayer of St John Chrysostom, it came to me that awareness is my talent. I have like so many people spent years trying to …

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Control by Helping and Me

I woke up this morning upset with people I came into contact yesterday who have the wrong expectations and so are disappointed and anxious. I woke up and hatched plans of somehow finding them and somehow explaining to them the false premises on which they are operating. Arghh! Will I never be free of this …

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Fear’s Part to Play in Anxiety

You may remember that I wrote about pressure, or stress, about a week ago. I said that the stress was a trigger for the negative thought patterns of anxiety. You may also remember that I define anxiety as a preference for negative thoughts (negative perspective of the present and/or negative prediction of the future) that …

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